i really hope my dad gets that golden retriever
(:

BUSTY jeremy

just got back home from a full day's activity
school couldn't be more B*R*NG...

senior junior interaction (SJI) was really fun
really felt the bond between the juniors and SOME seniors
especially those whom i've only made eye contact with
gone are the days of "OH HI... BYE BYE!"
now it's the exchange of sweet juicy gossip
that has been dying to spread for a long time already

all i can say now is... i really like my juniors (:

thanks guys!

last night

oh no...
you've found my weakness
it's you

[just so you know
this feeling is taking control of me
and i can't help it...]

chinese new year

so it's finally here
the year of the pig
always been looking forward to this particular festive day
well besides the angpaos
sweet mand oranges, pineapple tarts, and house guests are just some on the major draw factors for me
spring cleaning and babysitting little children coming in last
thank goodness i reformatted my computer
(not on purpose... really! *evil grins*)
now the little kiddies have nothing to play
so my CoOl AsS room will be out of bound for them(:
unless they wanna play guitar...
which is a zero in a billion chances
... even if they do i'll be stashing away my COOL guitar
ha... "hello kids! go play with your food(:"

singaporeans, you guys are missing out on the spirit of CNY
especially when the clock strikes 12
if you read last year's post i said it felt like a war zone.
this year it's like hearing Hiroshima's atomic bomb go off
seriously a 360surround sound of fireworks
and when everything ends you see clouds of smoke filling the entire sky
and even enter your room through the windows
it's just breath taking...
and i mean literally
so what do you guys have?
channel 5 wishing you "A HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!"
haha...



[ guess it's too late now... but i'm having such a good time, i'm having a ball (: ]

valentine's day

been a long time since i've spent this day alone
not that it makes me absolutely suicidal
today made me realise something more important
more important than a one-to-one fondness
look around you and you'll know what i mean
take some time and ponder...
thoughts away from that special or seemingly special person
and reevaluate the meaning of LOVE
what about your classmates that make school a more worth while chore
what about your best friends that make "hanging out" a look forward to
what about your relatives whom we meet on occasions
what about your siblings who come in handy in times cheerlessness
what about your parents who embraces you in theirs invisible arms even without you knowing
what about our lord god who LOVED us first...
have you told everyone who have made an impact in your life the 3 special words?
(:

AC is really valentine happening
decorations everywhere and flowers from cauliflowers to crimson roses
i dare say everyone loves everyone
except for me and the people i hate...
got a sunflower from Pravin and Aman via that inter JC thingamajig
was absolutely surprised cos i figured i'd be leaving school empty handed
again, not that i'd turn suicidal
and by mid day my shoe bag had been filled with sweets, milk chocolate and everything nice
and today
i got my first ever ROSE from a girl i HARDLY KNEW in person(:
mg girl
but it was SJI la
juniors were forces to do it...
they were probably preassigned
but that's okay...
(thanks jean... not like you'd read my blog... but i was stunned it was you... it's a pretty flower indeed!!! (: )
so i walked around school with two stems in my bag
like it would wither and eventually evolve into notes
so here they sit in my room...
one in a pepsi bottle and another in my canoeing FILA bottle
under a florescent lamp of mine

[but i gave my heart away a long time ago with a vow that of unending LOVE...]

it's a Tuesday

you know how it feels to wake up
and then wanting to skip whatever going on for the day and just
continue sleeeeping...
today was one of those days for me
even a BOTTLE of coffee couldn't pry my eyes open
absolutely exhausted
i had to hibernate... no choice
tuesday is my longest day
what could be more worse than ending the day with
Physical Education and Canoeing training
one after the other
oh no i'm not complaining
i'm just enlightening everyone on how i spend my days
which technically makes it seem like less of a complaint

fine.... i'm complaining...

Bio test on respiration and photosynthesis was doable
though i only expect half my answers to carry ticks...
and the rest anything else other than ticks...
so how does cyanide affect respiration people?
i don't remember that being in any of my notes
it'll be lot easier learning through experience
maybe then i'd be able to answer that mind boggling question
anyway,
hope for my day only came when the last question i actually successfully answered
was my name...

i might sleep early.

cheers!

but you see forever now
i'll be waiting for you......

all to myself

rocks having my MALAYSIAN house all to myself
it feels like i'm living on my own
but only i don't have to pay the bills
soon i'll be driving myself to church
where i will dominate the PA systems
which grants me the ability to "chipmunk" the voice of my pastor
[entertainment +1]
hahaha...

woke up with the house alarm this morning
i thought it was still DARK night
when i realised the blanket was over my face
so somebody wasn't trying to play a fool
just the wind triggering the doors i reckon
but anyway i scouted around the house with my Kbar at hand
ready to castrate

"eu chakap enggris macham shiok ah"
(the way you speak english is sooooo .... erm... "shiok")?
that's what the taxi driver told me yesterday
he was impressed at how english flowed out from my mouth
didn't know how to respond cos my bahasa sucks to the max
malaysia is the only country you can make do without english

5 o'clock in the morning now and everyone's asleep
was only suppose to nap the night before
but somehow i manage to convince myself to sleep through the night
guess i was really shagged cos of the "lack of sleep" (which i catch up on during lectures)
and training
gymed yesterday (:
not that it was fun... but i gave my all
then a rugby match after that where acjc couldn't beat ntu
depressing...

for some strange reason it's been rather cold in college these few days
now i have to bring a jacket/hoodie wherever i go
which makes my bag rather bulky and big...
you see, i see myself attending college with as little load as possible

speaking of it, i'm eyeing sac bags which are rather nice to sling on
but then i reconsidered
don't think they'll look good on me unless i'm skinny and unbuff
i'm gonna be faithful to deuter
these days it's really hard to find deuters
alot of bag shops don't sell them anymore ):
but i know a place that does... which i frequent every week
hahahaha... i'm looking for a 30 to 40 liter bag
nice and spaciousssssssssssssssss

it's friday, the week passes really fast
soon term exams will be here... sigh

kk, better get back to my comfort zone
for just a few more minutes of rest(: