23 hours more in australia before jeremy lim jit wang leave for the mini island of singapore. jeremy doesn't feel like leaving at all ... oh no he doesn't!.. but at the same time he doesn't feel like staying in sydney for too long because of the messy lifestyle it's made of. he thinks it's really a busy city... there you have it they sydney opra house taken from a cruise along the circular quay. it looks nice doesn't it =) yeah jeremy sure thinks so...

you'd probably think jeremy did this using photoshop. think again! =)

anyway, dinner i had today was somewhat closer to home. singaporean laksa and chicken rice. dimething entirely different from the fish and chips, gelato ice cream and chocolates i've been having for the past 8 days in australia. did i mention? sydney is filled with asians (koreans, chinese and lots of jappies) it's like yellow skins overload here. refugee domonation i reckon...the river and sea sides are seagull filled too. it's cute how they function especially when you feed just one of them. it's like an ego thing when you feed a chip to A bird. it starts chasing all of the other birds away like it's taken ownership over you and your meal. it's like protection fee. here's my new found friend/bouncer in wineglass bay!(accessible only by a 5km hike at coles bay...get a tassie map)

pretty bird aye =)
and altogether i had... erm... 18 of these! i'm quite sick of oysters now.

hmmm... i'll be back in singapore! soon =) tah

BYE BYE tassie! you were fun and difficult to let go but i have to return to my life now =) Hobart - one of the main cities in tassie with lots of sea food and also where the cadbury chocolate factory is located!!! i took in choco like a chained smoker and the one i really enjoyed the most is the frog "freddo" that comes in many assorted flavour. you should try the turkish delight one.... hmmmmmm...

yeap. aussie has a history of convict labour and we were previlaged enough to go experience what they went through during the 19th century. obviously i was rather happy about being in chains =) bondaged aye. tassie is filled with historical sites almost all of which were about convicts and more convicts. heh.
oh yeah, that's me trying to brave the 100km/h winds at 20 degrees with icy-cold sea water along the east coast as we travel north. hehe. tassie beaches are niceeeeeeeee!!!unique. something you don't see in singapore or malaysia.
me milking a letter box cow =). there's another one of me trying to hit on it ah-beng style!

canberra's a nice place to study in. for me i think cos they have a lake and a canoe shed =) but sydney uni looks good too. Hogward's building and age old creeps. [oh and right now, i'd say canberra's best selling point is the gelatissmo in canberra centre! good ice cream and a REALLY CUTE asian waitress =B]

That's darling habour for you everyone! the place, i think, where finding nemo was featured. seriously, the aussies are rich with flashy yatchs. something you won't find in singapore or malaysia =) i have plans of making it rich young and then maybe migrating to sydney with all of my wealth. Btw, sydney chinatown's dim sum is rubbish. chicken legs taste like erasers and they are there to rip you off but later i satisfied myself by having really good dinner. korean food which is soul gardenish. sweet sweet heaven =)

right, so there we have it. a picture of sydney in a non-peak hour. it's more alive that canberra i say and i was suprised to finally see one of those trams with that thingamajig connected to the it from the top. coolies =)

sydney opra house. i'll just post photos cos my credit is running out =)

sydney uni!!! that's meeee and... it really looks like hogwarts right?

Canberra is dry. streets are so quiet at night and chinese food here have too much flour in their wanton soup. woke up really late this morning cos of the late night we had with friends and lunch at the centre where i had spag carbonara. i was close to emptying the bottle of sprinkle cheese into my plate but i thought of spending my holidays without farting very often (something cheese would tend to cause on me)

Yeah, i went to that little circle last night right after shoppint for a pair of bums for myself. breath taking sight of canberra in the night with lights and all. we even manage to see a fire in the suburbs. if you look closely you can see little ducks waddling about the lake =) i could have made duck rice for dinner!

say HI to black swan. black swan is standing on one leg! he/she has calfs more defined as mine! =) i'm embressed.

sorry people, not many pictures this time round. i have some but they don't include me. enjoy!

taken by the lake.

night view from the mountains overlooking canberra

and this one =) i really like!

taking off on an aeroplane always sends adrenaline through my brain. first, you see the plane line up along the runway then you hear the engines ROAR like "RAWWWWWWWWWWR!!!" then seconds later you feel the Gforce hitting you in your chest and before you know it, you're up in the air probably closer to God =) but hey, seven hours and ten minutes on a middle east plane with lebenonese passengers staring at me like i'm a hesbolla rebel and watching movies which repeated itself four times like "superman", "my super ex-girlfirend", "meet the parents" in arabic subtitles couldn't be that bad. i didn't expect my flight to have little LCD screens on the headboard infront of me but it was cool. It was a pleasent flight really. Oh and the washroom seats were absolutely freezing. my butt almost froze when i used it 14 times. that's like twice an hour =) that certainly makes the record for "the maximum number of times jeremy has used an airplane toilet from singapore to sydney". maybe i should attepmt to set a higher one on the return flight. Oh and one more thing, the plane flew at 37000 feet at the speed of 635 mph ground speed with an outside temperature of -59 degrees and i sware i saw the engine freeze up. there was frost on the window too =)

The aussie customs were kind enough to check my bag when i reached sydney international. for some reason they feared i came over for employment at the age of eighteen until i told them how much i was carrying with me.

i was close to kissing the floor of australia. my ever first time here and adding to the excitement, i was travelling alone. Somemore, I WITNESSED MINI HAIL YESTERDAY!!! LITTLE DROPLETS OF ICE FALLING FROM THE SKY! LIKE HOW COOL RIGHT! HAHAHA OMG. AND IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE SUMMER!

i'm at changi airport now. they delayed my flight by 30 minutes for some weirdo reason. haha. hey, this international duty free goods are coolies. 2 huge bottles of absolute vodka for 38.00 sgd. goodness right??? lol... okay i better go get my ass seated at the waiting room. i got a window seat =) how cool right? I'M LEAVING ON A JET PLANE!!! i forsee myself using the washroom 5424356349562 times during my flight. i think i overtook my laxative (however you spell it) dosage yesterday morning. it's now being carried forward to today. hahaha. alrighty then, i'll blog more when i reach aussie =) coolies! OUT!

waiting for you - west grand boulevard

I knew you for just a while before you left
you were young and full of happiness
i wish i could hear you laugh
and i wonder where you're hanging out
now that you're somewhere else
someplace sweeter
someplace better
someplace far away from us

when you're gone
but you see forever now,
i am waiting for you
(x2)

everything seem different now
bittersweet and funny how
things have turn out unexpectedly
and you know its how i'm counting down
all the days and nights from now
until the day i see you eventually

when you're gone
but you see forever now,
i am waiting for you
(x5)

la lala la lalala laaaaa.....

project work is finally over! for me, it's neither a good or bad thing. maybe it's good cos i wouldn't have to go through the ardous task of doing research and enguaging in written work time after time as i think to myself "don't i have better things to do?". AND then again it's BAD cos I only started appreciating PW during the later stages for some weirdo reason. I'll miss all the GAYING around with jingyi, the home intrusions for PW meetings (esp puddles encounter), the frequent rubbish talk, the "try hard" cooking/baking of the watchamacallit marshmallow-inbetween-biscuits (which turned out rather alright), the random whinings of JY and I, not to forget the GUITAR "lessons" etc etc... i could go on and on. hmmmm, the memories. it's like i have to much time to myself now and i don't know how to spend it (besides studying). Right now i feel like going back to malaysia to lug over my guitar. JY already lent me two books on basic guitar skills for beginers and fingerpicking which i'll leave one side first until i've mastered the basics. damn, i should have picked it up when i was younger. now i'm flooded with interest and desperate to learn. maybe my sis can teach me a few skils when i go to aussie =) that'll be really cool. i mean i have a passable voice and i don't wanna stick to humming/"singing" with radio aid. i wanna make my own sounds.

my next major itinerary would be my up comming aussie trip. so many things i need to do and i'm feeling lazy.

1. collect my bagpack from pravin (i don't even know what it's doing there in the first place... hahaha...)
2. pack my one weeks worth of clothes
3. pump up my mobile phone with cool pop music so my eight hour flight wouldn't be dreadful.
4. get camera stuff
5. etc etc

what could be worse right? i'm too tired to think now. i just returned from a session of oral nourishment at jacks place and i'm broke for the week.

ciao!

I knew it. This day was waiting to happen. Today I'm spastically absentminded and locked out of the house. I bet my set of house keys are just innocently laying on the study table in my room. But that's the least of my interests right now. As I spend the next of my 2 hours here in my other relatives house, I plan to at least finish this post and move on to PWing my Oral Presentation script and maybe squeeze a little holiday scheduling till December ends.

Eventful day indeed, went ThUmBtAcK and UhU-gLuE hunting in the early morning but to no avail. I was already late for my PW meeting and was close to being drenched in my own source of metabolic liquid that simply oozes out from the sweat glands from my skin. So decided to purchase them later when most shops island wide would have began operation. My fashion theme for the day: GAY. So clad in a PINK ripcurl shirt and a butt-crack visible black short, I marched to Holland V bus stop where I waited for A DAY (sure felt like it) for a direct bus to cashew heights. For a while I freaked out and I mentally debated the possibility of me having boarded the wrong bus and soon grew tired of thinking and took a nap. Waking up, I found myself in familiar territory. Thirty minutes late for a PW meeting! Not bad aye! I'm improving but the meetings I tell you.

Ninety nine percent of our "meeting" was spent on everything else but our pw project. Half the time we were sampling home-made Japanese food (chawa-mushi needs a little less liquid but it works for me =B), washing the dishes, surfing HARD GAY youtubes, tampering with a cardboard box, engaging in strum/mumble-along sessions with lifehouse youtubes and online lyrics, talking rubbish and voodoo-ing a cardboard foot with golden fasteners and most of all, formulating plans of cancelling choir sectionals because the rain created a sleepy atmosphere for some people (singular).

Right after that I went town-ing for a "I'll watch you get a hair-cut" session and did window shopping as well. My eyes were on a female craving rampage and I'm obscenely glad I perused an education in Singapore. But that's besides the point. There are so many things I wanna do this holiday.

1. Go back home, revive the guitar sitting in my bedroom by giving it a buff and changing all the strings + pick up some basics skills so that I may (or at least I hope to) be reasonably versed with playing the guitar. [~$40.00 including "an idiot's guide to playing a guitar"]
2. Save up for an ipod nano (blue or lime-green) which I can hopefully get for MYSELF when CHRISTMAS arrives *SUPER BIG HINT* [~$240++ for a 500song one which is all I need =)]
3. Get a cool crumpler bag for myself to reward myself for a job well done by passing my promotional exams =B [~$150++ which can store my laptop…though I have 4 other bags which can currently do the same]
4. Get a 1 GB SD memory card for my camera before I leave for aussie (there's a 75 bucks one at far east... it's on promotion and I'm eyeing it) [$75.00 which is on promotion]
5. Probably make my abs slightly more obvious before next year?!?!?! [free but required motivation]
6. and finally, study =( [motivation may not be able to help..haha..]

What's up with most female adolescents with blogs these days. everyone of their entries are flooded with frequent mentions of hot guys, cute guys and prayers for God to grant them one of the two [or maybe even both of each].

dear lord,

i can't wait to get out of acjc. please grant me a fast journey through my final year. grant me patience lord. help me ignore my feelings of heavyheartness. refresh my mind and bury the past. i surrender all these to you =)

Holidays aren't exactly fun anymore. Right now everyone's mugging up for chinese while the some aren't exactly bothered probably cos they're complacent or confident or just playing around thinking they'd rather have fun first before going back home and enguage in some "try hard" chinese mugging which never really happens at the end of the day. Yeah, you go people! of the latter description. stop trying to be dyslexic! that's our trick, not yours.

To canoeing guys:
Yeah, i went out of my mind yesterday. Capped twice, it rained for thirty minutes, Bill making me regret planning my trip to aussie cos apparently i failed to approach him to talk about at and then demoralising me after that, took my time to run and never really wanted to train for the day cos i had better holiday activities to do elsewhere which i turned down. It was basically a screwed up day for me. i won't apologise for what i did. for those who hate me, i don't really care. i'll still be me. jeremy, pecs or whatever you call me! the boy who hates running =)

can't wait to get away from aisa! 13 more days and i'll be leaving on a jetplane.

i'm feeling lazy this holiday. i think i'm having a fetish for sitting down infront of my computer and doing nothing all day. the past few days hasn't been very productive for me and i wish i could be back in malaysia driving around up and down the north south highway at 120mph. and i mean miles! that sort of speed will send adrenaline surging through my entire system. i imagine myself bringing daddy's car to it's limit and applying the emergency breaks then jerking the steering right making the car spin seven hundred and twenty degrees creating cool skid marks on the road. then driving as per normal after that as if nothing ever occured. then dad will wake up and go "nggghh... did you feel that! or am i having a headache"..."oh no dad it's just you *grins*"

wait, why am i even mentioning this when i'm telling people i drive well back home to win their trust so that when they come over i can scare the **** out of them behind the steering wheel. oh no i did it again!

i was woken up rather abruptly this morning. imagine me looking hot in a wet suit surfing along the gold coast with all the aussie bums strolling the beach and then the sound of your name calling like Zeuse who could send a bolt of lightning down to fry you and your surfboard. well something along those lines. that's when i woke up and found my uncle standing at the door calling out to me. i thought he needed to change a lightbulb or something. you know something that didn't really involve so much travelling so early in the morning. i mean 9:30am is rather early on a holiday. right? anyway, my uncle and i went on a field trip to one of our relative's house to collect (what i thought was SOME) notes. yeep, seven bags of notes which weighed a tonne (see mom, all the grocery bags i carry back from the supermart trained me up for today) and an adorable lecture theater chair which i have plans of using for my self-initiated timed assignment (if i even get myself to do. unlikely). it's really cool cos i've always wanted one since primary school. i'm spoilt, what more can i say *hops around in circles and drools spastically*. Now i have to sort them out so it does not take up my 'push-up' cum 'crunches' space.

it's gonna some exciting day today! i'll be heading down to singapore poly to apply for the isic international student card which i hope will be fast and then training down at mac.

till then, i'll be round =)

booby man

So yes, the holidays are officially here.
Mummy and Daddy wants me to do the following:
1. Clean my room
2. Plan my revision timetable during the holidays (thing is they said plan! not carry out *evil grins*)
3. Not play DOTA during my free time
and...... i think there were more

So yes again, interesting how i spent my saturday
doing final touch ups on my Oral Presentation and fiddling with the powerpoint slides
after that i made it a point to figure out photoshopCS.
so far i've only learnt how to make colour pictures black and white
FaCiNaTiNg aye

nuff said. having a brain tumour

Raindrops keep falling on my head

Heros keep pawning off my head
And just like the guy who used a DK and a rap'
just can't farm in peace
Those Heros keep pawnin' off my head, they keep pawnin'

So i just did all my farming one by one
And I said I didn't like the way I got things done
Running from the creeps
Those Heros keep pawnin' off my head, they keep pawnin'

But there's one thing i know
The noobs they sent to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till all the Heros come to greet me

Heros keep pawnin' off my head
But that only means my health will soon be turnin' red
Friends keep saying 'b'
But i pay attention to the gold i keep earning
Because I'm nuuuub
And that's worryin' me

[trumpets]

It won't be long till Heros come up to greet me

Heros keep pawnin' off my head
But that only means my health will soon be turning red
Friends keep saying 'b'
But i pay attention to the gold i keep earning
Because i'm nuuuuub
And that's worrying..... meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

coooool. a fire just broke out at the carpark nearby =)

My neighbours had so MuCh FuNNNN!!!........dang.

Once again, Jeremy went on a holiday. He drove all the way up to Desaru with FrIgGiN GOOD lunch inbetween and there he spent 2 days and 1 night sleeping by the beach trying his best to admire the malaysian version of bikini babes. sadly there were non good enough for him to set his eyes on. On the first evening, Jeremy and two other cousins crusied around in a buggy on the golf course just watching the MEN hit balls into the many holes available. Then they went for dinner at some ulu town 6789436528375km away from where we were staying and he drove all the way there and back after dinner. Jeremy heaves a sigh for the distance MEN travel for good beehoon, 2 differently prepared crayfishs, sotongs, gruper fish, lettuce which weren't enough to fill them. So then came second round. Back at the hotel, Jeremy had his first draft of Carlseberg which made him all HIGH and "GYGygUFTfgfTYFtydYguygfiUFtyF"ish and then he passed out on the bed.

Jeremy thought he'd be hung over in the morning but ironically, his mom was. So Jeremy wore his shoe, his dry-fit t-shirt and hot nike shorts and headed down to the beach. He attempted to perform warm ups before going on a 3.00000000000km run (which was later reduced to a jog) along the beach. He plugged in his left earpiece then his right and started off to the tune of hoobastank-the reason. Jeremy felt the adrenaline inside him as he ran along the area where the water mearly washes the sand and at the same time giving side looks to those who were strolling along the beach. Jeremy was on the lookout for certain kinds of people. OH YES HE WAS and YES HE DID (scrawny fella for a bf now isn't he...damn). The haze was usual but he didn't really care. All he wanted to do was to leave footprints in the sand so the waves may just wash it away making the sand all so smooth again. Damn it felt good after that, he thought.

Jeremy thinks lunch was rubbish btw. I could tell from his face when he stared at himself in the mirror. The same thing they've served probably since he was given birth to, or so he thinks. After that was a bow and arrow session and a drive with my cousin the the jetty where he remembers fishing with his daddy from 12am to 5am the last last time he came to desaru. He saw the high tide and figured what a waste it was not fishing. The next part of his story as rather interesting. After driving back to the resort, desperately tried ringin the bell for his mom to open the door, but to no avail. INSTEAD, he heard funny sounds coming from from within the NEIGHBOURS door. Though their television that was tuned louder than usual, he wasn't satisfied with a TV excuse and listened closely again, this time more intently. He was convinced after that that he heard moanings that stood out from a PCK-last-season-commercial and a MUST-SEE-TUESDAY ad. This time he seakily considered various possible activities that could be happening once he attempts to break open their door. He was later convinced that his neighbour is having lots of recreational bonding activities and left them to it. Besides, Jeremy had to find his mummy if he wanted to go back to his room.

THE END

John Mayer.......

We got the afternoon

You got this room for two

One thing I've left to do

Discover me

Discovering you

One mile to every inch of

Your skin like porcelain

One pair of candy lips and

Your bubblegum tongue

And if you want love

We'll make it

Swimming a deep sea

Of blankets

Take all your big plans

And break 'em

This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland

Your body is a wonder

(I'll use my hands)

Your body Is a wonderland

Something 'bout the way your hair falls in your face

I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase

You tell me where to go and

Though I might leave to find it

I'll never let your head hit the bed

Without my hand behind it

You want love?

We'll make it

Swimming a deep seaOf blankets

Take all your big plans

And break 'em

This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland

Your body is a wonder

(I'll use my hands)

Your body Is a wonderland

Damn baby

You frustrate me

I know you're mine all mine all mine

But you look so good it hurts sometimes

Your body Is a wonderland

Your body is a wonder

(I'll use my hands)

Your body is a wonderland

Your body Is a wonderland

HAZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

OMG... tonight's haze is extravagantly parasitic. I'm begining to feel breathless everytime i'm out on the streets and it's beyond being paranoid that makes me feel this way. Visibility is round about 3 to 4 kilometers before everything else just appears white. IT'S THAT BAD PEOPLE! SO HELP BY NOT BURNING FIRE CRACKERS THIS MOONCAKE SEASON CANNN??!! THOSE PEOPLE DOWN AT WOODLANDS!!! AND I THOUGHT THEY WERE BANNED IN SINGAPORE!!! you could instead stick to finishing up all the over produced mooncakes and grow fat on them. damn the plantations which practice and support fire clearing. Took this on the way back from Aman's house after almost 2 hours of non-stop HALO2-ing. It was a nauseating game of gun fire, explosions, hit and runs and alien + robo + zombie bashing. Too bad there wasn't enought time to play Rainbow Six otherwise i would have taken a few snipe-shots with Aman's "i-already-know-where-the-bad-guy-is" tips and tricks... haha, i can just imagine "okay, open this door and it's the kitchen. there are 98274923874 bad guys and 1321232 of them are on the right of which 123213 are hiding in the drawers and the rest are squatting... the remaining will pretend they are shooting but they are not so JEREMY, you chuck the grenade and i'll frag them all with head shots! Then you join in and pick them all out one by one till your ammo runs out then we'll both kinfe the remaining. For the rest of the mission, we'll squat walk all the way to rescue! SOUNDS GREAT???".... I LOVE YOU AMAN SINGING KILLER!!! =DDD

PROMOS ARE OFFICIALLY overrrrrrrrrr... i'm already feeling the onset of post exam depression. so much free time and don't know how to spend it. studying will be the last thing on my wanna-do list this season not until the next set of exams come... i miss studying for some reason and i only wish i had more MORE and MOREEEE time to mug for the subjects i thought i could have done better. so many questions left blank and so many answers self-invented. I'm like this massive ORB of emptiness. i only hope for advancementable grades so i wouldn't have to experience/live through 2 fun-o-ramas, 2 orientations and 2 promotional examinations. Optimistically it'll be playing for one more year, rowing for an extra year and proudly being 2 years older than my classmates... =) coolnessssss

think math

Medical update... Stage one of LGN syndrome: child wannabe after children's day.


what an adrenaline-filled morning=)...even my loudest alarm clock and ringtone couldn't wake me up. I bet even a bomb blast wouldn't make a difference. I woke up just 20 minutes before my math promo exam and i did the following:
- straddle my bolster to get out of bed (kinky)
- strip naked *wobble wobble* and pack last minute stuff at the same time
- put on uniform and still pack last minute stuff
- tuck in shirt nicely
- pull pants down just below butt. well not exactly. i need lipo first.heh.
- grab my stuff and dash for the door
- wearing my socks at the same time
- say "bye bye" to my uncle 3 times
- jog to the bus stop
- wave for a taxi though my school was merely 3 bus stops away
- walk nonchalantly to the sports complex (yeah, i took my math paper in the gym... i find the abs machine particularly condusive to study/do timed assessments... just kidding... it's the swimming pool where we take our exam. i want my tan back =(... kidding againn)
I still had 5 minutes to spare before the start of the paper which makes it my record time so far.

i love chinese periods

life thus far

it's almost the end of the year and JC one is coming to an end. well almost. there are many things i would have changed if i had the ability to hop on a time machine and rewind time to trivial incidences and make those little fixes that would have made a very big difference in my life now. i would like to recreate my past like how i would whitewash my bedroom walls to cover up those freak vandalism marks of crayons and kiddy chops when i pretend to praise myself like my preschool teachers would. too bad we or in this instance, i only have one shot at life. There are so many songs on the radio which i sometimes sing to myself that would describe my obscene urge to turn back time. but it's not gonna happen. it's too superficial to want to reboot right now. i'm happy (i think) with where i am but maybe i crave for too much perfection.

it's gonna be my promos in a few hours and i know inside me i could have clocked more hours than the usual 5 i try my best to keep to while staying in late in school with canoeing friends talking about who has the loudest burp, which girl is "so MAN", the most preferred washroom to release last nights dinner ingredients, cute and hot girls, discussing how spastic we will be as canoeing seniors, how to kill our juniors during their first training and the list goes on. anyway, damn depression. it's too much sacrifice getting involved with the A levels but it somehow "promises" a future slightly above average and earning it is the way to go about reaping its "promise"...it's like having a needy wife who requires a demanding amount of TLC (Tremendous Load of Cramming). that's besides the point, the point is... i don't know what the point is. I often think of the other opportunities out there available to me since the day i recieved my results other than being clad in mass produced white and blue costumes everyday. i'm just here to let out my complaints. i am sentimental you know so you gotta understand... =( it's just one of those emodays i'm having. damn... see i'm feeling much better now letting out my thoughts rather than containing them inside me. how i wish i had a second jeremy lim to share such random thoughts with =) I NEED MEEEE....

TGIF

FRIDAY MORNING
AAHAHHHHHH... it's such a daydream sitting on the royal throne releasing UNdigestables. Anyway, i'm having sausages for breakfast and they're boiling as i speak. 4 cheese stuffed and 2 purely meat. See people, i told you i didn't need whatever protien powders. The real thang is right about a billion timesXXXX better that what comes off the shelf... OMG! try squeezing a cheese sausage! it oozes out from the membrane lining like you squeese pores on your nose! GrOsSSSsssSSS (i like =D).

ADDICTIVES
Oh and guess what, the last 5 days have been a movie episode marathon for me. The entire season 2 of Dr HOUSE and season 4 of CSI:miami totals to about 50FIFTY50 episodes altogether. Yeah, do the math. That's how crazzzeeee i've been aside from still being able to study while watching (OMG! STUDYING!?! MULTITASKING!?! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOUUUU!!!) Yes, i know it's rather depressing to hear but ladies and genital-men, i've been studying... or so i think... but it makes the world a whole lot better just hearing it from me. doesn't it jie? i mean, many around me have NDE just hearing that i actually manage to FAIL terms. hmmm, maybe i'm just being paranoid. harharaaaa. My social points are just about averaging between the positive numerical side and the negative numerical side of the scale. Oh wait, go figure. ahhah =).
I'm feeling confused. About my sexual orientation actually. YOU see, i stomach an average of 6 kitkats a day. Strange it is cos it's a monthly thing and takes place across a few days (OMG YOU GAYBIAN!)

-POST-TUITION TRAUMA-

NoT tHe DeNtIsTTttTtttTt
The dentist visit was funnnn. Dr had to drill two holes in my molars and guess what, he sealed them back! HAHA irony!irony! I SPOTTED IT...and i still hate GP compres cos i CAN'T SPOT IRONY FOR NUTTTS... Certainly i could feel the drill head go *weeeWEEEweee * all the way down (hmmm, reminds me of that toe game my mom used to play on me when i was small) AND LIKE DUDE! ANY DEEPER AND YOU AND I WILL BE DRENCHED IN BLOOOOD! like....living thing = blood + more blood....Fortunately there wasn't any. heh (sissssy). But it was just calcium all over me when it was done. obviously. CaCHING *feels the moola floating away from daddy's wallet*... Time to get me a teeneweene tooth brush that will reach all the way back to my molars and then i can give them a good scratch every morning and night...

"TEH PENG PUAY BOTTOWW!"

...off season...

. i . wan . nelo .

saturday - canoe.planetshakers.malaysia

i successfully swtiched my tuition timing
saturday evening instead of the usual morning
it's a good thing really
then i wouldn't have to drag my butt out of bed that early
cos i tend to make my royal entrance after 30 minutes
0830 and i go at 0900 kinda thing
actually, i feel like i don't spend enough productive time on saturdays
so to maximise it,
why not canoe in the morning and
study in the afternoon then
return back to malaysia for tuition
sounds like the better bet
besides, my new boat requires lots of TLC

RAPTORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
rowing in it is not as simple as it looks
or so i think
as a starter i can't really twist too much
cos when the body & paddle is almost parallel with the boat
things get really shaky
it's like learning to walk for the first time...
though i don't remember when i did start walking for the first time =)
rowing for long is an interesting feel
can't afford to day dream like people do then they are in Ts
remember: day dreaming in a K makes you loose balance
that's what i can conclude from these past few days of training
instead, i'll have to focus more
and keep every stroke, my posture, kickings in check
i think i found the best way for kicking in a K
overheard it from some national coach who was water coaching in his BeAuTiFuL BLUE K1 NELO
(I WANT NELOOOOOOOOOO)
i tried it a couple of times and it allows me to keep perfect balance
for 30 strokes at least
i'm still drilling it in my technique
keep telling myself, kick first then dip and pull
"KICK FIRST THEN DIP AND PULL"
"KICK FIRST THEN DIP AND PULL HARD"
"KICK FIRST THEN DIP AND PULL HARDER"
"KICK FIRST THEN.... EH, POSTURE, SIT UP RIGHT... DIP AND PULL YOUR HARDEST"
"WOOOOWOWWHHHHH.... okay don't cap.. hahah"
"weeeeee, that was fun, OH I SEE THE SHORE! LET ME IMPRESS THE CANOE GIRLS"
well that's how i focus most of the time
though it's obviously not the best method
but manage to complete my 10k just 2 laps behind from the other RAPTORRRRRRR
inspite of capping twice or trice
can't remember now... but i know i lost lots of training time
i'm working on balance with baby strokes
thought i'm earger to start pushing myself to the limit
my mind wants to bring me to the comfortable level of 8 strokes per buoy
land training was shameful for me
it's my breathing that sucks most
i tend to breathe like i'm about to give birth and
just waiting for the doctor to spare me from anymore pain and agony
by recommening a cesarean section...
but i owe it to jeff for sticking beside me all the way

in the evening was the planetshakers concert at the expo
it was grand and i was almost totally blown away
first live concert and i didn't know what to expect
2 hours of jumping just simply isn't enough
i was JUMPING like a mad dog and so were everyone around me
hahaha... i only jumped cos the lyrics said so
"JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP..........JUMP!"
then i zhaoed back to malaysia

malaysia.

RAAAAAPTORRRRRRRR!!!!

Today
Canoeing in the morning
Performance today was rather rubbish
K1 rowers are suppose to clock timings lesser than13 mintues for 2 KM rows
Again balance was not there and frequent tappings only means 10 seconds off the clock
Was using unnamed raptor and it was funkayyyyyy
Love it so much i wouldn't mind keeping to that boat =)
But it comes at a price
Have to really improve on my timing by alot
He has high hopes and i cannot let him down
Do not want to
Will prove it
You will see

National day evening
Went to watch fireworks with Samme outside the stadium
Realleh funkay too =)
"so pretty so pretty"
"oooh aaahhhh ooorrrrrhhhh"
Wonderful evening
The rest is our problem

AC guys CAN'T PEE FOR NUTS

DEFECATING in school is getting to be a chore these past few weeks. I'm a hygiene freak I admit and I'd prefer accidentally stepping on dog feaces than watching and cleaning up messy/inaccurate-precision tsunami pee aftermath conducted after that ignorant someone on a toilet bowl seat just to release my side of last nights dinner ingredients. Someone needs to urgently invent attachable weener handles and distribute it FOC. I mean, like HELLO, the bowl is 687321697216362198 times wider than you yellow/white jet stream of solution!!! LET'S DO MATH! WHAT'S THE PROBABILITY OF YOU SCORING A GOAL? 687321697216362197 DIVIDED BY 687321697216362198 WHICH IS LIKE ALOT!!!

STOP MESSING UP THE SEATS SO PEOPLE LIKE ME CAN SHIT IN PEACE!

love pecs!

WHO LET THE DOGS OUT! WHO WHO WHO WHO!

some damn hot dude i was trying out clothes with =)
















the same hot dude... this dude looks damn good in tanks. especially in the ones at nowurbanmale. TANK BODY BABY!!! new hair do(which still looks the same) + hot body + tank = something to die for!!!

My little extreme make over. It's the first time i've had my hair done in singapore and the bill came up to SGD$12.00 (RM27.12 - which alloows me 3 hair cuts in malaysia). This salon i'm newly in love with is in the vicinity of far east plaza and i like the way they did my sides and maybe a bit of the back. My copycat attempt of the previous customer was rather unsuccessful BUT what if what i have now floats samme's boat then wearing my lifejack JUST in case BUT in any case, i LOOOOOVE my new hairdo. Most of you wouldn't notice the difference but who cares(= . I've been needing a new style for sometime now cos most of the time i get my hair done in malaysia - like one of the usual barbers i go to where the indian men spray "curry sauce" like liquids into and around your hair - AND IT'S NON-PROFESSIONAL which mean i'll end up with a "faggy loook" quotes samme. hahaha. It's really a new experience cos i never get my head washed after a cut and they do it in singapore... GOOOOOOOOD HANDS MY STYLIST HAD. I'd hire him to bathe ME if i had the money *evil grins* OMG I SOUND GAY!!!! THANK YOU SAMANTHA ANNE LEONG! OWE YOU BIG TIME =D (dear mummy, samme made me do this to myself!)

BUT still, i miss my old hair. There you have it! My fugly self in that photo. I'M sorry derrick, made you look like a stick man in the background. Oh that was taken during canoe nationals btw (= didn't do too well but i'll wait for next year where my iron biceps will conquer the whole of MAC - OMG who's that big buff boy!?!?!?!. muhuahahaha. i love myself =) (dear mummy, samme made me do this to myself too!)

"YOU'RE WATCHING EXTERME MAKE OVER WITH YOUR HOST SAMME! TODAY'S VICTIM IS A HOMEGROWN GUY FROM MALAYSIA WHO SPENT 11 DIFFICULY YEARS WITH THE EDUCATION SYSTEM ACROSS THE CAUSEWAY! IN A FEW MOMENTS, YOU'LL SEE A MAJOR TRANSFORMATION FROM FLABS TO ABS (still working on those) "

To sammmmmmeeeeee... i promised you something THAT WILL TELL THE WHOLE WORLD.





I LOVE YOUUUUU BABY




tHERE YOU GOOOOOOOO!!!

To me.

school's islandwide are gonna begin its new term in a few hours from now. first day at school and it already feels like the holidays are wasted on unproductive doings. what makes it more "interesting" is what you might have been through this month. too much play but it's not like you give a dang about it. currently everything feels like a standstill and nothing is going nowhere just not the way you intend it to. just you and yourself in a world where the lonely are even more ostrasized only to find the will to live an everyday chore. wouldn't it make a difference to have someone by your side sharing an experience or a life with you? but when all that is gone all you're left with is petty cash and basic amenities that serve to sustain you through a twenty four hour day. maybe on a conscious note you need to get a life. quick. and i mean it.

what made you deserve such a beating from a promising path you already lead. ignorance. negligence. unpleasing. you sure you want something not worth the effort to bogg you down? or simply wait for an answer or a mere reaction from the opposite. so what if satisfaction doesn't fall in place to your desires? needy. wanting. turn off. don't ask for too much oh you better not. whatever the matter it makes little difference now. you're moving on.

fate - i'm betting my last chip and you better be worth it.

Whaling for scientific research? i don't think so...

This video shows how japanese whalers conducts it's apparent "scientific" research on whales on the brink of entinction. Thrusting explosive filled spears into your own head would be less painful for the world to watch than a whale trying to save it's life... Obviously the only conclusive "scientific research" here is to increase the economic growth for itself and its fisheries. Where's the biology, chemistry and innovation in that?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLBolibPE4U&search=japan%27s%20scientific%20whaling
That's one whale down...

http://www.youtube.com/results?search=japan%27s+scientific+whaling&search_type=search_videos
That's another whale down... And more thousands to go...

Craig David - I'm sorry

[VERSE 1]

For all the years that I've known you baby

I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold

(didn't you say)

If there's a problem we should work it out

So why you giving me the cold shoulder now

Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl

(tell me)

Ok I know I was late again

I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)

But why are you making this thing drag on so long

(I wanna know)

I'm sick and tired of this silly game

(silly games)

Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame

It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors

That's when you turned and said to me

I don't care babe who's right or wrong

I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]

I know that I made a few mistakes

But never thought that things would turn out this way

Cause I'm missing something now that your gone

(I see it all so clearly)

Me at the door with you in a state

(in a state)

Giving my reasons but as you look away

I can see a tear roll down your face

That's when you turned and said to me

I don't care babe who's right or wrong

I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry\

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

[BRIDGE]

Don't say those words it's so hard

They turn my whole world upside down

Girl you caught me completely off guard

On the night you said to me

I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

Dragonboat nationals

Oh yeah, i'm back home in malaysia =) Today's Dragonboat races was an emo one for me especially the mens finals. Every person in the boat was psycoed up to PULL their hardest and STRETCH FORWRD AH and PULL RIGHT BACK AH...haha...i was for sure =B... So nerve wercking i planted two kisses on my paddle shaft smack on the 'RUBBERducky' word. haha. yeah for those of you who don't know (which probably is everyone) i named my expensive db paddle that! Soon it was line up time and the organisers were PMSing BAD shouting at boats and warning them a 5 second penalty. The commands came and before i knew it it was ONEah TWOah THREEah FOURah until the first wistle for a hard ten came - silence. OH FREAK i could smell the finish line. I was close to falling off my seat five times then i had a flashback at the starting line - ep asked to counter his feet with mine if we find ourselves falling off. And so i did =) Every stroke was of ours was making the boat surge forward. Then came the three whistles for last burst. It was all over in a flash. Three months of hard training condensed into that few minutes of mind over body experience. It was all worth while!

my newbies

Firstly... let me introduce you to my new pair of walkies.








brownies side view













brownies ariel view







Secondly... my new pair of runnies








Newbies ariel view












Newbies side view

world cup fever

Its 0244hrs now. It's all quiet and everyone is asleep, except me of course, and all i have as noise is Corrinne May on repeat. Jeremy's high on coffee, something i had with ice before entering Singapore =) yummy. I could start turning on the television now and prepare myself to watch Angola get trashed by Portugal BUT UNFORTUNATELY non of the channels i have here in singapore seem to have a world cup channel. Even on scv other than previous matches which they tapped from the Malaysian rtm1 which had footnotes saying "Please do not adjust your television screen. blah blah blah is induced by blah blah blah which *hub recieved. Sorry for any inconvenience caused". Too much i tell you! First they don't show Live matches and now they blame Malaysia for bad recordings of previous matches. ARSES!!! So now i'm settling for *hub's "Live Commentary" where they POST TAGS of goals and saves and fouls and send offs. And of course theres the scores. (OOH the match just started... heh...)

3 more hours till dragonboat training in SDBA. Paddling with conjunctivitis is definately worth looking forward to =) and now they're telling us to bring our own sponges to sit on so that you won't suffer cysts filled sores on your butt. I don't realy find sponging effective though cos most of the time we're on the verge of standing especially through the last burst. Sponges are ment for canoeing!!! where standing isn't and option and sitting is mandatory. Or else epidermal cells will die and exfoliation/self-shedding becomes an issue to an extend that you'd be peeling and medical cream can only serve to relief and GPs recommend an appointment with specialists. A butt-o-my-god-i'm-peeling surgeon. If peeling's on the feet then i'd understand but BUTT?!?!

OOOH PORTUGAL 1 - ANGOla 000000... WHIPP YOUR ARSEEEEEEEEEE

My holidays aren't holidays at all. Too many activities in Singapore and too litle time to spend back in Malaysia. To an extend that my parents have to miss out on my aunt's BAZHANGs which are probably infested with maggots and microscopic ecoli as we speak. Sucks studying across the straits really =( except for the fact that i have relatives who COOK GOOOOOOD FOOOOOD. haha. My diet is coming along well too! low carb low fat low this and low that!!! sometimes i might as well not eat at all (Hey good idea!). I need surgery on my mouth, like pea size it instead of that gastrosomething surgery which surgically reduces your stomach to pea size! My MOUTH is too big and getting bigger and demands alot more that bite sized food. Maybe i should take up Gastronomy.

ANGOLA HAS 10 FOULS!!! OMG THEY MUST SUCK...HAHAHAHA... PORT - U - GAL.ahahaha sounds soooo wrong. anyway.

Kay i'm gonna sleep now... this is getting tiring... seriously...
Samme come home quick! 3ams aren't that fun anymore =)

My chinese is improving.

I can write now =)

I need detoxification

DETOXIFICATION. I need to do just that! ever felt like diluting your fatful meals by simply drinking plain water and hope that you'd never have to worry about a bulging belly? It's happening to meee. Just got back from a session with my PWgroup members at a junk food outlet and i had POT BELLY servings.
.
my mind's blank.

My BA-CHANG fantasy

OH YEAH! I think dumpling season is approaching. My relatives are whipping up GoRgEoUs little/enormous DUMPLINGS for my breakfast... OH DID I SAY BREAKFAST MABEL??? ohhh i think i diiiid *evil grins*... Imagine waking up to a PLATE of ready to eat BA-CHANGS every morning *melts* ahhhhhhhhh... Dumplings have a NONG NONG history (hahahaha, just love NONG NONGing) that dates back to when this damn HOT and CHIO goddess comitted suicide in a river back in china... something like that larrr... or was that for mooncake festival? argh heck! I'm more interested in the dumplings =) it TURNS ME ON! oohh... glutinus rice, chestnut, PORK, mushrooms and more glutinus riceeeee.

To: the goddess that died.

Thank goodness you did! you're my lifesaver =)

From: Your hardcore fan.

*measures waist line*

*gasp*

That's what i call a DRAGONBOAT PADDLE

WHO TOOK MY DRAGONBOAT PADDLE!!!

Feels like a decade without me aye!!! hahaha... I'm back from the dead *jumps for joy* and finally i have time to scribble my little sweet nothings into what bloggers call a BLOG (told you it means nothing...kay, not funny). Too much has happened lately.

DRAGONBOAT/CANOEING
Oh yeah, for those of you who harldy knew i existed, i'm in the above mentioned. It's coming along fine and our nationals are around the corner. Mid June. We're training hard now for what i can tell cos i'm finding it hard keeping up with the programme and MOST OBVIOUSLY with the fact that i'm-a-freakin-malaysian-and-cannot-attend-saturday-trainings-which-is-the-most-important-of-all-the-four-trainings-i-have-in-a-week. It's not something i should be proud off. oh no. no indeed... *evil grins*... It's holiday period now and today is the begining of it. Trainings are gonna be more intense from what i heard and we're having a camp sometime soon followed by a chalet immediately after. one full week of canoeing activities. GoOdNeSs. Not that i'm complaining. oh no. no indeed. =)... We recently got our DB paddles, after weeks of waiting, they had to give it out on a SATURDAY!!! and i'm so excited to say that I HAVEN'T GOTTEN MINE YET!!! WHO TOOK MY PADDLE!!! DON'T MAKE ME PADDLE WACK YOU WHEN I LAY HANDS ON IT!!!...i'm gonna name you rubberDUCKY paddle, don't worry!

TBC!!!

what life is about

This is what i call an AWARD-WINNING picture courtesy of ME! This is the only picture that would naturally express my life during the first three months in ACJC. But don't worry, i never attempted this stunt. (kay, i know this isn't a real post but heck, i'm still waiting for inspiration... I JUST HAD TO DO THIS, DARNIT FRANNY!!! hahahahaha =D)

samme's right beside me now... and i'm about to ask her what i sould enter into my blog posting next... "so samme, what should i add into my blog posting next?you wanna be featured in it or should i spare you from questioning by my relatives?"says me... samme replies "up to you lorzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!z!!!! eh your entire family reads you blog and and your grandfather and your grandmother.. you need to take typing classes... *laughs* see i told you".

hello ah gong, ah mah, uncle, auntie etc etc! :D -samme

something's up

"ALRIGHT PEOPLE! point taken...
bug me somemore about updating and i'll...err..."

ffeeeelliinngg bblluuee

Haha... i ponned school today! but it's for a valid reason. My alarms sounded this morning and i woke up and diagnosed myself unfit for school. Then i returned to bed. Yes, i had a bad sore throat and was feeling very under the weather. So when i woke up, i PAID a visit to the neighbourhood doc just across the street. He prescribed me 3 medications - 16 pacofen tablets, 30 amoxicillin 250mg capsules and 10 trachisan lozenges (which say "SUCK 1 TAB 4 TIMES A DAY").

day rating : 4/10
(sick, pissed, bored, sleepy and heck-careish)

Blissful Sufferings

What an exciting week i'm having! really it is...

MONDAY 17 april 2006... I almost woke up late that morning cos i only managed 3 hours of sleep. Apparently I was rushing to complete some school work but i ended up chatting online and eating chocolates like nobody's business (I'm almost through with a container of almond coated ones i bought just the day before (sunday)). Good thing i had PE in the morning and my class 308 had to complete a 2.4kilometer run under a certain time. 6 rounds round the school track!!! I felt damn ShIoK (happy/self-satisfied) after that cos never before have i PASSED my runs (i managed a 12.48 minutes for the first time. Must be canoeing training!!!) this is going down in history i tell you! All my other "passes" were collaborative efforts between the person with the mark sheet and me. As usual, my mondays are late days where it ends at 0410hrs after which i had Canoeing to attend. By the time training was over, i realised that i achieved 10 rounds round the track which is something i haven't done in almost 4 years. I was super shagged (which means TIRED and not an activity done by someone else on meeeee). Slept early and PANGSEIED some friends i was suppose to reply...

TUESDAY 18 april 2006... I woke up at 0330hrs cos of the early night i had. Went to the kitchen and stole a can of F&N orange, Ribena and had 4 chocolate almond balls before hitting the bed again. Two and a half hours later, 4 alarm clocks woke me up. 3 of my handphones (which i still can turn off and go back to slumber land) and a table clock (which did the magic of turning me on[the word is awake if you're wondering=D]) placed in my room which i never knew existed till it rang today. As soon as i reached school, i was greeted with my econs test paper which i'm so proud of =) i managed 8 points!!! that's a damn good O-level grade btw!!! i beat all those who got 20 points for that test... haha... eh... eh... oh well, better luck next time (yes jie, stab me!!! go on!!! *passes you a knife*) Next i had was a GP package test in which i left half the questions totally blank. Now i'm rushing through my GP comprehension in the library. Have to pass it up before the day ends =)...

till next time!

PHOTOjournal

My secondary school besties. Taken on 14th april 2006 in Causeway point out of desperation. top left: Aman Singh. top right: Pravin Anand. Bottom right: Vasan and finally, Bottom left: the one and only...









after 4 hours of tution during my saturday weekend. Lying on the table feeling all ill and fluish with unkempt hair screaming in my mind "HELLLLLLPPPPP MEEEEEEEEE!!!"










A day after reciving my present from samme. Try on session on a friday morning (good firday). How adorable the shirt looks. haha. just hours before meeting up with my 4 muskerteers in woodlands.









Just hours before the start of a good friday concert, i encountered a ferocious kid in the evening who looked as if he had plans to take over the whole world with his bare HANDS at the age of 5.









A random picture taken...













an evening picture of a view from the esplanade

sorry SORRY

Yah, i promised a million people i'd update about my birthday and stuff i did....BUTTTTT....you know, Jeremy's a "busy" person =).... anyway....

i'll put it in point form and chronological order so you don't pass-away reading my english....haha...
0. By the stroke of midnight, i recieved 8 MSNs + 6 SMSes + lots of b'dae testimonials + etc. birthday greetings.
1. I woke up at 0744hrs instead of the usual 0610hrs to bathe and prepare myself for school. (which is considered VERY VERY late... you can say i woke up when announcements were being made... HAHA)
2. I walked in through the gates as if nothing ever happened. Well i thank the guards who couldn't be the least bothered to detain me. My buffness must have given them the shudders =)
3. I didn't hand in my General Paper summary homework that was due 2 days before and didn't get a long lecture cos i was given birth to 18 years ago (until today i haven't submitted that piece of work.it's in my hands now.finally CoMpLeTeD)
4. My class sang a lethargic b'dae song for me when i entered GP lesson LATE!
5. Recieved a CaRd from AMY who could possibly be my long lost cousin.
6. Attended Canoeing training, cap once doing starts, managed 6km with a new partner (beat chris who only did 4km... hahahahaha... OWN you dude!!!=P)
7. After training, i was pinned to the floor by two guys and later carried by my limbs to the nearest lamp post which i found my legs inbetween. So there they were rubbing my testicles against it (at least 20 sets up and down) probably trying to start a fire or something. They were chanting "happy b'dae to you" as well btw in two languages. I must have been too excited to really struggle and scream like a 12 year old virgin. But then again it was a good scratch. =)hahahaha...
8. my sweetheart gave me a present and that ment the world for me =)... and i LOVE it!
9. I recieved an Angpau from my aunt (i love juicy cash!!!!)
...........

Spare and Angel (chris rice)

Found her stare'n at the rain

And askin' why it has to hurt so bad

Where's the limit to the pain her heart can take

Before it breaks in half

I wanted to be strong enough to hold her

And show her the way

But she's so far out of reach

And now all I can do is pray

.

Can you spare an angel tonight

Send a little help from your side

Cuz somebody's lost down here

Let him wing his way through the dark

Carry some of your love into her heart

Can you spare an angel

Spare an angel

Spare an angel

.

(Chorus)

.

She wonders further in the dark

Feels the cold and hears the thunder cry

While the rain keeps pouring down

Her only answer from the lonely sky

She has no idea how much you love her

Or how much you care

So would you choose one of your best

To be the answer to my prayer

.

Chorus

.

Oh I don't know what else to pray this time

Maybe an angel can lead her lonesome heart away to Jesus side

.

Chorus

behind the steering wheel!

Yes people, you might have herad! I got my driver's licence and it has been a week already. Its seriously a great feeling when you finally get to chauffer the parents around town instead of sitting at the back. I'm talking about Malaysia by the way, not Singapore cos i'm not ELIGABLE!!!Singapore PR + Malaysian Probational licence + Malaysian registered car + Driving in singapore = apparently a "severe offence". Oh well, my luck i reckon. haha. Otherwise i would consider driving to.... school.... =).

So far, i think i've clocked in an approximate 20km drive and the highest speed i've reached is, i think, 80km/hr. Not too bad a start for a rookie aye! haha. I'm really really looking forward to the next time i get behind my mummy's wheels. Especially when it's only me in the car alone =). I'll blast the radio, raff the engine and overtake at nerve wrecking speeds. haha. (mom/dad, i'm just exaggerating kay!)

i need you

Jesus! I need you in my life... i need an ignition of your fire... speak to me i pray... speak to me

admire!

first time i've taken a photo with my CHINESE teacher!!!

Classmates!

...haha.finally!

I've got internet connection in Singapore at last. I'm no more deprived of entertainment (oh wait, i want a television next...HAHA)!.. So here i am sitting on my bed keeping my hyperactive fingers...er...active. Currently i'm 3 days into my new term and things are coming along kinda smooth (so far...for the curious few, i'm emotionally sound=B) for real this time. Everyone has been reshuffled into classes and i'm quite alright with mine. For some reason, i got voted to be the class assistant representative (well jeremy, it's a good start) cos my class "saw potential" in me. I'm proud of the first assignment i recieved from my form teacher and i promise to do it well! I keep telling myself that it's nothing too much to handle and i have faith in myself, seriously. What is my assignment? Well, to collect the students particulars from from all my new classmates by friday! I know it's gonna be a task but i'll get it done i promise you... but there's one problem! I kinda misplaced my given sheet =B ehheh... oops.

I've been spending most of my free periods in the library these three days. Especially when it's early morning. The blue couches and i currently have a rather intimate relationship. It's a conditioned reflex that makes me fall into it's arms. Without fail i'd always have a Time magazine in my hands (my lullaby book that captivates readers with it's recent history, politics, try hard jokes and scandle that would naturally bore me to slumberland after it's first page). Every morning i would meet my regular couch potato friends who like me love to rest and complete our daily quota of eight hours. If it wasn't for my mother tongue exemption i wouldn't be doing this... but it's only for this week so don't worry too much yah!hahaha...

A message to some people:
I understand you people have issues with me being "anti-social" and "dao" whenever i make an effort to attend a gathering, but it doesn't mean you should go all critical and begin to deter people from getting to me just because you have your own preference over some other people. If you haven't heard, it's called "selective response" whereby some people aren't actually worthy of my words. Yah, go figure why don't you!

oooh boyyy...

Too many thing happened too quick this week. First would be the fact that the holidays are too short. Much of my time was spent commuting back and forth Malaysia and Singapore for various reasons but non of them are related to school. I was planning to stay away from that trechterous place for a week. haha. Still, i attended some sessions of canoeing though it's frequent to see me MIA. Guess what, my weight is fluctuating again! One day it's up and the other it's down by alot must be my daily workout routine. It's a good sign i think =). Anyway, school's starting tomorrow and i heard from friends that i got posted down one class. Interestingly, i'll be in the junior class of the canoe captain *gasps and bucks up* and it's good to know i'll be having 2(i think) other classmates with me. Sigh, this school is all about connections. So difficult to catch up. I NEED A FEMALE NEIGHBOUR FROM AC TOO. haha.

Right now, church is going on and i'm here at home trying to nap some issues away from my mind. But i need to satistify my adrenaline filled fingers again. Too hyper! kay, i need to get back to church. almost ending and i have to meet my dad there. I'll come by this evening and do another one...

crippled

I hanged up, lied facing the ceiling on my soft and comfy bed and then it dawned on me. Maybe it's meant to be.

What have i DONE!...

This march holiday is super slack. So far for this week...

What have i DONE!
I attended tuition(in malaysia) in my AC pe t-shirt and nike shorts cos i had canoeing training which i conveniently PONNED. My tuition teacher was so interested about the new science and math syllabus he took my notes for the week and vows to retuen it to me this coming saturday - He wants to photocopy them apparently. I owe him my math notes which i was lazy to collect even after making two trips into my aunt's house(yeah, i bunk with them). I attended church once. I've done 600(includes imaginary ones) pushups, 150 crunches on demand, 0 pullups, 12Km paddle, 4Km walk + 2Km jog and a 0.5 Km run. I've eaten 4 servings of Ice-cream (2B&J, 1 "chapalang" brand and 1 near the rusty railway bridge which i have vandalized with liquid paper) 0 yong tau fus', 5 fastfood meals, 1 complete bar of chocolate with rasins and hazlenuts + half a kit kat CHUNKY, 2 GIANT slurpees + 1 can of SoDa water which by the way taste AwEsOmE + 16 hand scoops of Mc Ritchie's crocodile populated and fish WASTE essenced and pee excreted and SwEaT filled and whatever-on-earth-goes-in WATER, DOG hair. I bought a pair of semi-transparent FBTs. I walked into the Immigration Checkpoint Authority building in an attempt to acquire a re-entry permit onto my international passport and came out of the building in 4 minutes 37 seconds - the number collection queue was too extremely long so i'll go back another time. I scolded a bus driver for scolding me (i was wearing the ac uniform and popped in 60 cents(student fare) into that money munching machine and he wanted to confirm my studentness with a card instead. How cock eyed can people get these days?). I registered my pre-paid line AFTER the "REGISTER now and get $7 free credit" promotion. I lost 4kg and gained 3.

What am i asking for?..wellll, YOU TELL ME WHY DON'T YOU!!!

It forty minutes past midnight. I was suppose to be in slumberland two hours ago but somehow my eye lids never wanted to shut. So here i am making productive use of my STONING time blogging about what ever comes to my mind...

It's the march holidays at last *jumps for JOY*. I've been eagerly waiting for this day since the begining of school. School's but a BIG frustrating playground with "hyper" people worth throwing GRENADES at. Even after the 3 months torture, i'm still not in the swing of things. To hell with the WaTcHaMaCaLlIt culture you claim to have. I'm gonna PASS-AWAY for the next two years. Fine! I lied when i said "Oh,everything is GREAT/AWESOME" and "Oh, i'm doing fine thanks *exaggrated EAR TO EAR GRIN* what about you?" Well go figure! Kay, so what if i have a GOOD pool of friends in school? We're gonna be separated by the time we recieve our next ste of PeRsOnAlIsEd time-table that ranks us according to 1.Subject cobinations and 2.O'LEVEL AGGREGATE. my school's in favour of all it's 8 pointers i tell you! To HELL with that system... The neighbourhood schools spirit's still in me i tell ya!.. So take my advise you neighbourhood STUDENTS looking for a JC! if you wanna have a LIFE after secondary, stick to average JC's!!!...anyway, that's not the point. haha. just needed to scream my mind out in public for a while =)

LOVEEE hurts people! it's so complicated you'll feel like opening the grill to you window and committing suicide even though you're two storys high. Heyyy, that wouldn't be bad at all! *evil grins* Imagine all the LOVE and CARE that'll be showered unto me thereafter. Then i wouldn't have to be too concerned about falling out of it. *considers being para/quadriplegic* It's best being NUMB! NUMBNESS rawks...Don't initiate!!!Be independent!!!...

An update of myself

Ha! I’m getting along with college just fine…I reckon…The first round of council elections in AC are over. I haven’t scribbled my fat signature onto the nomination form. Well I don’t intend to and I’ve officially decided to take a back seat this year and probably adopt a rebellious nature - something I’ve missed doing for the last 4 years. Frankly, its the five dollar “nomination fee” I have to fork out before I’m eligible to recommend myself onto a piece of paper that comes as a setback. I thank economics for teaching the concept of opportunity cost.
Qn 1: what is the opportunity cost of paying a whooping 5 dollar “nomination fee” to people who won’t guarantee you a place in the student council?
Ans: well, with 5 dollars I am able to treat myself to two servings of chicken rice ($2.00) + two servings additional vegetables ($0.50) which will allow me to survive for two days.

Yesterday, for the very first time, I completed a piece of homework and handed it up on time. The rest are either late or duplicated sets work.

I’ve only not “ponned” (skipped/missed out intentionally/”forgot” to attend/self initiated break) a single class in one day for a period of ten days since I received my latest timetable in mid January. I’ve officially declared my both my friend and I as being PONstars.

In ac, there will be at least one day without lessons in a week (not self initiated. i mean legally!). I love slack schools!=P.mehehe.

The only lessons do attend are General Paper, Chemistry and quite often biology. The main cause for me not attending the others are THE PEOPLE DOING MOST OF THE TALKING (teachers)!!!

When I applied for JAE online, 22s acjc was placed my first choice and the rest were random selections. Half of which were based on “iee-nee-miee-nee-mai-nee-mos”

Finally after much "i-don't-care-where-i-get-posted-to-ness", the joint admission exercise (JAE) homepage claims that i've been posted to acjc and i'd beter start planning my New school resolution
e.g.
1. Don't skip lessons when you're feeling well. Even if you wanted to you could lias with some SoUrCeS!
2. LOOSE the funny excuses you try to conjure PLEASE!...................................come up with realistic ones!!!
3. limit your RaNdOm outings to fridae evenings will you? stop treating everyday like a holiday already!
4. Do your revision at home! Stop watching pirated DVDs which shows haven't been released unto local cinemas yet!!!
5. Don't love your fujitsu too much! you've got other commitments*grins* =)
6. I know you're in a rich man's son's school! It doesn't mean you CAN'T/can spend like them.*evil grins*
etc...

I might be having some exCLASSMATES over in AC!.. Now at least i have some people who know me inside out! People i've seen for the past 3 years... mehehe... at last!

sigh...so random this one!