To me.

school's islandwide are gonna begin its new term in a few hours from now. first day at school and it already feels like the holidays are wasted on unproductive doings. what makes it more "interesting" is what you might have been through this month. too much play but it's not like you give a dang about it. currently everything feels like a standstill and nothing is going nowhere just not the way you intend it to. just you and yourself in a world where the lonely are even more ostrasized only to find the will to live an everyday chore. wouldn't it make a difference to have someone by your side sharing an experience or a life with you? but when all that is gone all you're left with is petty cash and basic amenities that serve to sustain you through a twenty four hour day. maybe on a conscious note you need to get a life. quick. and i mean it.

what made you deserve such a beating from a promising path you already lead. ignorance. negligence. unpleasing. you sure you want something not worth the effort to bogg you down? or simply wait for an answer or a mere reaction from the opposite. so what if satisfaction doesn't fall in place to your desires? needy. wanting. turn off. don't ask for too much oh you better not. whatever the matter it makes little difference now. you're moving on.

fate - i'm betting my last chip and you better be worth it.