To sammmmmmeeeeee... i promised you something THAT WILL TELL THE WHOLE WORLD.





I LOVE YOUUUUU BABY




tHERE YOU GOOOOOOOO!!!

To me.

school's islandwide are gonna begin its new term in a few hours from now. first day at school and it already feels like the holidays are wasted on unproductive doings. what makes it more "interesting" is what you might have been through this month. too much play but it's not like you give a dang about it. currently everything feels like a standstill and nothing is going nowhere just not the way you intend it to. just you and yourself in a world where the lonely are even more ostrasized only to find the will to live an everyday chore. wouldn't it make a difference to have someone by your side sharing an experience or a life with you? but when all that is gone all you're left with is petty cash and basic amenities that serve to sustain you through a twenty four hour day. maybe on a conscious note you need to get a life. quick. and i mean it.

what made you deserve such a beating from a promising path you already lead. ignorance. negligence. unpleasing. you sure you want something not worth the effort to bogg you down? or simply wait for an answer or a mere reaction from the opposite. so what if satisfaction doesn't fall in place to your desires? needy. wanting. turn off. don't ask for too much oh you better not. whatever the matter it makes little difference now. you're moving on.

fate - i'm betting my last chip and you better be worth it.

Whaling for scientific research? i don't think so...

This video shows how japanese whalers conducts it's apparent "scientific" research on whales on the brink of entinction. Thrusting explosive filled spears into your own head would be less painful for the world to watch than a whale trying to save it's life... Obviously the only conclusive "scientific research" here is to increase the economic growth for itself and its fisheries. Where's the biology, chemistry and innovation in that?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLBolibPE4U&search=japan%27s%20scientific%20whaling
That's one whale down...

http://www.youtube.com/results?search=japan%27s+scientific+whaling&search_type=search_videos
That's another whale down... And more thousands to go...

Craig David - I'm sorry

[VERSE 1]

For all the years that I've known you baby

I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold

(didn't you say)

If there's a problem we should work it out

So why you giving me the cold shoulder now

Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl

(tell me)

Ok I know I was late again

I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)

But why are you making this thing drag on so long

(I wanna know)

I'm sick and tired of this silly game

(silly games)

Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame

It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors

That's when you turned and said to me

I don't care babe who's right or wrong

I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]

I know that I made a few mistakes

But never thought that things would turn out this way

Cause I'm missing something now that your gone

(I see it all so clearly)

Me at the door with you in a state

(in a state)

Giving my reasons but as you look away

I can see a tear roll down your face

That's when you turned and said to me

I don't care babe who's right or wrong

I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry\

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

[BRIDGE]

Don't say those words it's so hard

They turn my whole world upside down

Girl you caught me completely off guard

On the night you said to me

I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]

Rain outside my window pouring down

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down

Now it's, too late, to turn it around

I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry

I guess this time it really is goodbye

You made it clear when you said

I just don't love you no more

Dragonboat nationals

Oh yeah, i'm back home in malaysia =) Today's Dragonboat races was an emo one for me especially the mens finals. Every person in the boat was psycoed up to PULL their hardest and STRETCH FORWRD AH and PULL RIGHT BACK AH...haha...i was for sure =B... So nerve wercking i planted two kisses on my paddle shaft smack on the 'RUBBERducky' word. haha. yeah for those of you who don't know (which probably is everyone) i named my expensive db paddle that! Soon it was line up time and the organisers were PMSing BAD shouting at boats and warning them a 5 second penalty. The commands came and before i knew it it was ONEah TWOah THREEah FOURah until the first wistle for a hard ten came - silence. OH FREAK i could smell the finish line. I was close to falling off my seat five times then i had a flashback at the starting line - ep asked to counter his feet with mine if we find ourselves falling off. And so i did =) Every stroke was of ours was making the boat surge forward. Then came the three whistles for last burst. It was all over in a flash. Three months of hard training condensed into that few minutes of mind over body experience. It was all worth while!

my newbies

Firstly... let me introduce you to my new pair of walkies.








brownies side view













brownies ariel view







Secondly... my new pair of runnies








Newbies ariel view












Newbies side view

world cup fever

Its 0244hrs now. It's all quiet and everyone is asleep, except me of course, and all i have as noise is Corrinne May on repeat. Jeremy's high on coffee, something i had with ice before entering Singapore =) yummy. I could start turning on the television now and prepare myself to watch Angola get trashed by Portugal BUT UNFORTUNATELY non of the channels i have here in singapore seem to have a world cup channel. Even on scv other than previous matches which they tapped from the Malaysian rtm1 which had footnotes saying "Please do not adjust your television screen. blah blah blah is induced by blah blah blah which *hub recieved. Sorry for any inconvenience caused". Too much i tell you! First they don't show Live matches and now they blame Malaysia for bad recordings of previous matches. ARSES!!! So now i'm settling for *hub's "Live Commentary" where they POST TAGS of goals and saves and fouls and send offs. And of course theres the scores. (OOH the match just started... heh...)

3 more hours till dragonboat training in SDBA. Paddling with conjunctivitis is definately worth looking forward to =) and now they're telling us to bring our own sponges to sit on so that you won't suffer cysts filled sores on your butt. I don't realy find sponging effective though cos most of the time we're on the verge of standing especially through the last burst. Sponges are ment for canoeing!!! where standing isn't and option and sitting is mandatory. Or else epidermal cells will die and exfoliation/self-shedding becomes an issue to an extend that you'd be peeling and medical cream can only serve to relief and GPs recommend an appointment with specialists. A butt-o-my-god-i'm-peeling surgeon. If peeling's on the feet then i'd understand but BUTT?!?!

OOOH PORTUGAL 1 - ANGOla 000000... WHIPP YOUR ARSEEEEEEEEEE

My holidays aren't holidays at all. Too many activities in Singapore and too litle time to spend back in Malaysia. To an extend that my parents have to miss out on my aunt's BAZHANGs which are probably infested with maggots and microscopic ecoli as we speak. Sucks studying across the straits really =( except for the fact that i have relatives who COOK GOOOOOOD FOOOOOD. haha. My diet is coming along well too! low carb low fat low this and low that!!! sometimes i might as well not eat at all (Hey good idea!). I need surgery on my mouth, like pea size it instead of that gastrosomething surgery which surgically reduces your stomach to pea size! My MOUTH is too big and getting bigger and demands alot more that bite sized food. Maybe i should take up Gastronomy.

ANGOLA HAS 10 FOULS!!! OMG THEY MUST SUCK...HAHAHAHA... PORT - U - GAL.ahahaha sounds soooo wrong. anyway.

Kay i'm gonna sleep now... this is getting tiring... seriously...
Samme come home quick! 3ams aren't that fun anymore =)

My chinese is improving.

I can write now =)