I WANT THIS
martin and co est 1833 GUITARRRRRRRRRRRRR
i need USD1200+++
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (=

yummy!

...nothing beats
making
my own sounds
on the guitar...

change the strings
it's a new sound altogether

disturbing

Singapore's internet is disturbingly slower than the internet in Malaysia

you're way to far fetched for me at this point

and you... well you seem likely but you don't get many unnatural deaths
good thing you don't need economics


perhaps

no thank you (=

I can't sleep...

some thing's keeping me from enjoying my daily retirement

It's like something i haven't done today...

I'm sure i covered at least 90% of my chemistry syllabus
for tomorrow's exam

yeah i did and i still can't sleep...

sigh...

i like macdonalds (=

i need a happy meal

but their free toys suck right now...

go sleep jeremy!

oh finally, my first ever accident in almost two years of driving..haha..cracked my tuition teacher's flowerbed this morning while parking the car.nifty scratch to the left front sport rim of the car and two large cracks to the concrete flower bed.hahaha..something's wrong with me today.i even knocked over someone's garbage bin..i'm getting old already..and i beat the traffic light yesterday..A levels take so long to end..i don't know what to study now!

i hate economics... i really do...

argh... i forced myself to stay up till 0430hrs this morning just to watch scrubs season one on youtube and when i woke up again this morning, all the entire episodes were removed by the user!!!i was barely even halfway through the season(double frick)... scrubs was suppose to help me through my exam season and they removed it... sighh... darn IP regulations... now i have to find something else to watch on youtube or get a new tv series in Malaysian or i might just kill myself... yeah God's trying to say i should start studying now...

anyway, my room's in a total mess now. i had a study table - now filled with notes and a laptop that already takes up more than half the space leaving and empty 10 by 10 cm area for my little high tech mouse, there once were two chairs - now covered with my big big poser duffle bag and stacked with more notes, a really dandy stack up table - now filled to it's every inch with notes... oh yah, and not to forget the bed i used to have too! it's currently a semi storage area for more of my notes and TYSes. i can't wait to get rid of them...(=

ooh my neighbours are playing mahjong...

good afternoon!!!

right smack in the middle of my A levels now and five more papers to go. good thing about this is that there's a one week break for BCME students and, as you can see, me has already wasted it revamping my blog...next week's chem, econs, chem, bio, bio followed by freedom (= although i haven't planned out my itinerary for the next one and a half months since the army is calling me in early...anyway, this freedom includes getting a new mid-size Macpac bag for China, self photography, random excursions to Singapore, loads of golf (suddenly i could hit really well), chauffering parents and friends who will be on parent-less holiday with me to GENTINGS (i'm sure they'll let us(= ) and perhaps recycling my A level notes since i'll never be needing them ever again...for the time being at least...

there, i've planned out my holiday...

happy deepavali my fello indian friends...and those partial indians

hello! right now i'm in the midst of my Alevel examinations... i'm so bored of studying... General Paper is over so now i can let my english rot in hell (= oh and math paper too... heh... *daydreams*... for the many many people who are trying to get in touch with me within this "busy" period of mine, i'm SORRIE... i keep telling myself "i'll reply later i'll say hi later" which i eventually ignore over time... yeah... okay... see studying's causing my brain to function below capacity... studying's bad... stop studying... yup... stop

I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in

May God's love be with you
Always
May God's love be with you

I know i would apologize if i could see your eyes
'Cause when you showed me myself i became someone else
But i was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
I picture you fast asleep
A nightmare comes
You can't keep awake

May God's love be with you
Always
May God's love be with you

'Cause if i find
If i find my own way
How much will i find
If i find
If i find my own way
How much will i find
You

I don't know anymore
What it's for
I'm not even sure
If there is anyone who is in the sun
Will you help me to understand
'Cause i been caught in between all I wish for and all I need
Maybe you're not even sure what it's for
Any more than me

May God's love be with you
Always
May God's love be with you

i welcome myself back into the blogger world. i haven't updated since may, as you may have noticed.

i'm in the middle of my canoeing nationals now and the first day of it has been somewhat promising. rowing T2 with my partner, we managed a place in the semi-finals. we have the step up our competition tomorrow... today was such an enlightening day for me and probably many others. it spoke to me and moved my heart tremendously. when i started off in acjc canoe, training felt like a drag. i didn't know why trainings had to be so tough, so long and very much meaningless. why we had to train almost everyday, i had no idea cos at that point in time, there was nothing in mind i had or wanted to row for. every stroke i pulled and every lap i successfully completed only felt like a step towards completing training for the day. my vision and hopes for canoeing were non-existent. i felt like a hardcore amateur...

everything changed when i had someone to fight it with. and that is when my story started... now i realise that there's much to fight for when you're out there rowing either during training or at competitions. and in everyone i find a reason and a cause to row for. i must thank my coaches for inspiring us to give it our all as we rowed our final few sessions at mac..

well, there's so much i can say about my last few days of canoeing... but i don't know where to begin... i'm filled with so much mixed feelings now...

anyway, all i can say is... i have so many things to row for now!

i need to rest... tomorrow's another big day (=

goodnight people!

damn...why do you make me cry?

take that - "Like I Never Loved You At All"

Where, where are the stars?
The one that we used to call ours
Can't imagine it now
We used to laugh till we fell down.

The secrets we had, are now in the past
From something to nothing, tell me.

How did we lose our way?
It's hard to remember
All that we shared
Now we both have separate lives
From lovers to strangers, now alone
There's no one catching my fall
No one to hear my call
It's like I never loved you at all.

Now you're so far away
And I see our star is fading
One too many times
Guess it just got tired of waiting around.

The nights that we thought, if these walls could talk
From something to nothing, tell me.

So now does he give you love
Is it only me now that's thinking of, what we had and what we were
Did you ever care, baby was I ever there?

take that - Hold On

We've been many times before
Leaving rooms and slamming doors
We're climbing up the bedroom walls
Sometimes we make it so frustrating
I touch your mouth, I touch your lips
The answers are our fingertips
Not giving up or giving in
Why are we so complicated?

Oh tell me what to say, tell me
To make it all ok

Chorus:
I don't wanna see you hurting
Just hold on
Just hold on to me
I don't wanna see you crying
So hold on
So hold on to me

I'm tryin' to think of what to do
To really make it up to you
So many truths, too many lies
Making love can be so crazy
I find myself back here again
Asking you to let me in
You know it's time, we need to change
How can we live with all these maybes?

There are no words that say, no words
To make it go away

Chorus

'Cause baby it's alright
I'm staying here tonight
So hold on

Just tell me what to say
To let you know

I'll always stay

take that - back for good

I guess now it's time for me to give up
I feel it's time
Got a picture of you beside me
Got you're lipstick mark still on your coffee cup
Got a fist of pure emotion
Got a head of shattered dreams
Gotta leave it, gotta leave it all behind now

Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood

Unaware but underlined I figured out this story
It wasn't good
But in the corner of my mind I celebrated glory
But that was not to be
In the twist of separation you excelled at being free
Can't you find a little room inside for me

Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood

And we'll be together, this time is forever
We'll be fighting and forever we will be
So complete in our love
We will never be uncovered again

Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood

my LOVEY DOVEY!!
...TRI...
*muacks*

[but still, nothing will ever replace you...my true love (:]

i really hope my dad gets that golden retriever
(: